Yuki
snow, soundless, at the window side
I am a ghost, said the girl when we met about xxxx before.
When I asked for her name, "I do not have a name." was her answer.
"Since I do not have a name, I am a ghost. You are probably the same." the girl continued.
That is correct.
I am also a ghost.
If a being is able to converse with ghosts, then that being must also be a ghost.
Like I am now.
"Well then, shall we go?"
She said, and I followed.
The girl's steps were so light, she looked completely alive.
"Where will you go?" the girl asked me, as she stopped moving her feet and turned around.
"You can go anywhere. Was there a place you wanted to go to?"
I was lost in thought for a moment.
Where have I gotten to?
What is this place?
Why am I here?
As I stood still, I couldn't help but gaze into the girl's dark eyes.
"Weren't you thinking of going to xxxx?"
The girl had discerned my answer.
When I heard those words, I finally understood what my own role was.
Yes.
I was on my way there.
How could I forget?
For this important matter, I had a reason to live and exist.
It is something I must not forget.
"So, that's that, then."
The girl smiled happily.
I nodded, and expressed my thanks to her.
"Good bye."
The girl disappeared, leaving me by myself.
She had probably returned to her place.
And in the same way, I had to return to my place.
White things were falling from the sky.
Numerous, tiny, fluttering, aqueous crystals.
They fell to the earth and vanished.
It was one of the wonders that filled time and space.
In this world, such wonders were common.
I stood absolutely still.
The passing of time had lost its meaning.
Those wonders of bound cotton continued to fall, one after another.
This shall be my name.
And with that thought, I was a ghost no more.
HOLIDAYS!
Friday, August 15, 2008, 9:37 PM
TODAY IS FRIDAY!E START OF MY HOLIDAY!!!!!!!YAY!!!!
a recap for tis wk's work...
Monday..drawing lessons as usual..but dominic says: if u wan to listen..just listen..if u do not want to..just play ur games quietly..YEAH...HE'S THE MAN!after tat i continued to do my boardgame prototype..den play cs as usual w my friends..den aikido trainin!!as usual..e hakama was v loose even though i tied it v tight..hais..no idea y..den went home to do hw..was cutting out my mounting board for my illustrator hw..n got abel to help me print out my characters..thank u v muchie..!i'll treat him icecream some day...lol
Tuesday..no crs lesson cuz mdm nora has invigilation to do for another class..means i can sleep in late..haha..den drama lesson..its e last lesson!!kinda sad actually..oh well..i just hope tat i can pass tat module..after tat..i don really rmb wat i did..bleh..v bad memory..ah...i rmb..i went to ica building to take my passport..den came home n sleep..woke up n cut music for my flash movie..cut into 2am plus?
Wednesday..ideas last lesson too..oso pretty sad..were doin flash during e whole lesson..haha..den i did my flash movie till e night...to 2am plus too..sleepless nights everyday..hais
Thursday..pass up flash movie..den illustrator teacher brought her wii to sch..my classmates were playin mario race..lol..den did my journal after lesson till................around 4.30 during scriptwriting..wanted to print out in sch but e sch printer really is budget..colour ink printer spoiled..wth..had to ask abel to print for me again..hais..feel v bad for using so much of his ink..den went home to do my script..good thing tat i finished my journals n script since last holiday..if not i not need to sleep at all..lol..just had to add pictures..
Friday..TODAY!!went to sch to get my journals from abel..den went to studio..everyone else was rushing theirs..den when its printing time..kaizer kinda jam up e sch printer..n ppl cant print out their things as well..lol..good thing abel helped me print already..den during flash..francis shouted at some ppl cuz they used stickman..kinda scary..lol..den went to library to get e things i left in e clubroom from hafidz..lol..they were suppose to b studyin..but dono y kelvin is playin star wars..lol..hafidz refuse to giv me my things..den they went to dinner at 6.40 i had to take care of their things..they say they will come back by 7..so i played dmc4..by e time i finished e 1st mission it was already 7.24..lol..den they say they went to e toilet..zzz..hafidz owe me icecream..so i rushed home..den find out tat theres no one at home..so i went to my aunt's house to borrow my house keys to open e door..
wanted to upload my flash movie but its 52mb so i waited for 1hr until it reaches 46mb n my shitty connection hang up on me so i will not upload it..
tmr had to go back to sch so my friends can playtest my game..
nxt thursday had to come back to do my critique session..
25th august hav to pass up my hti:the way things go report..
29th august hav to pass up my proposal for my flash game..
hais..phew..WEEE
~IT'S FINALLY E HOLIDAYS~