Yuki
snow, soundless, at the window side
I am a ghost, said the girl when we met about xxxx before.
When I asked for her name, "I do not have a name." was her answer.
"Since I do not have a name, I am a ghost. You are probably the same." the girl continued.
That is correct.
I am also a ghost.
If a being is able to converse with ghosts, then that being must also be a ghost.
Like I am now.
"Well then, shall we go?"
She said, and I followed.
The girl's steps were so light, she looked completely alive.
"Where will you go?" the girl asked me, as she stopped moving her feet and turned around.
"You can go anywhere. Was there a place you wanted to go to?"
I was lost in thought for a moment.
Where have I gotten to?
What is this place?
Why am I here?
As I stood still, I couldn't help but gaze into the girl's dark eyes.
"Weren't you thinking of going to xxxx?"
The girl had discerned my answer.
When I heard those words, I finally understood what my own role was.
Yes.
I was on my way there.
How could I forget?
For this important matter, I had a reason to live and exist.
It is something I must not forget.
"So, that's that, then."
The girl smiled happily.
I nodded, and expressed my thanks to her.
"Good bye."
The girl disappeared, leaving me by myself.
She had probably returned to her place.
And in the same way, I had to return to my place.
White things were falling from the sky.
Numerous, tiny, fluttering, aqueous crystals.
They fell to the earth and vanished.
It was one of the wonders that filled time and space.
In this world, such wonders were common.
I stood absolutely still.
The passing of time had lost its meaning.
Those wonders of bound cotton continued to fall, one after another.
This shall be my name.
And with that thought, I was a ghost no more.
holiday chpt 8 - CHALET
Thursday, September 11, 2008, 10:12 PM
WOO~~just woke up from my neverending sleep at home..CHALET~SO DAMN FUN~
-e 1st day- we went night cycling all e way to changi..i was cyclin w them for e 1st half of e trip..den i went back w e skaters n sebas n benedict back to e chalet..bathe n went to sleep in e room while e 2nd yrs were watchin movie there..den i sleep..n sleep..it was so cold at tat bed..cuz e aircon was directly facing it..at 4 e cycling party went to mac for breakfast..i was still sleepin..i woke up at 8 n went downstairs..e whole house/chalet was dead..lol..everyone was sleepin..i wanted to go back n sleep but den e room upstairs was so cold so i went outside n use my computer..but den i was like feeding e mosquitoes outside e chalet..got around 10+ mosquito bites already..
-e 2nd day- ard 11 thomas came n e rest woke up..me..thomas..perry kevin n zi jing went like for breakfast at white sands while e rest was talkin n playin in e chalet..in e night we had bbq~den sensei came n took photos den i went back upstairs to play pokemon on hafidz' psp..LOL..i nickname e pokemons w e seniors name..den joel was like tryin to poke me if i let him faint in e battle..i used up all e potion because of tat..when we were upstairs in e room..e rest were drinkin downstairs..lol..lets talk abt upstairs 1st..there were hafidz..kevin..me..n thomas..hafidz n kevin was playin e guitar while thomas was tryin to fall asleep while listenin to his itouch..i was playin pokemon..den i got so tired so i just went to sleep..
-e night- in e middle of e night....LOL...e downstairs bunch came to disturb e upstairs bunch..cuz they were drinkin..at 1st sebas came in n hugged thomas..lol..den he fell asleep..thomas tio shock n he couldnt get any sleep..den wee yew came in n woke me up as well..-.-..i was 50% awake so i don rmb wat he said but e others said tat wee yew said "i wan yuping"..yeah..he started tuggin my blanket..lol..den solo n e others had to drag wee yew downstairs so we can still continue to sleep..lol..but den how to sleep...lol..jingyi was like goin to say out a lot of swear words..den sebas was sleepin..chris was oso sleepin somehow..n hafidz was sleepin was well..so only me thomas n jinyi was affected..tried to go back sleepin but den cannot..cuz downstairs was makin a lot of noise..so just lie there n waited until 4+ when hafidz woke up n we went to mac for breakfast..
-e 3rd morning- after tat hafidz jingyi n H went home n e rest who was stil clear minded went to e park to see sunrise..but den a lot of trees were blockin n all we did was to feed e mosquitoes there..den we went back to e chalet..n continue sleepin..lol..everyone was damn shagged..i had diarrhoea..-.-..i was super tired every though i was e one who slept e most in e chalet..well it was extremely fun after all..bonding..haha
-i love sp aikido chalet-