Yuki
snow, soundless, at the window side
I am a ghost, said the girl when we met about xxxx before.
When I asked for her name, "I do not have a name." was her answer.
"Since I do not have a name, I am a ghost. You are probably the same." the girl continued.
That is correct.
I am also a ghost.
If a being is able to converse with ghosts, then that being must also be a ghost.
Like I am now.
"Well then, shall we go?"
She said, and I followed.
The girl's steps were so light, she looked completely alive.
"Where will you go?" the girl asked me, as she stopped moving her feet and turned around.
"You can go anywhere. Was there a place you wanted to go to?"
I was lost in thought for a moment.
Where have I gotten to?
What is this place?
Why am I here?
As I stood still, I couldn't help but gaze into the girl's dark eyes.
"Weren't you thinking of going to xxxx?"
The girl had discerned my answer.
When I heard those words, I finally understood what my own role was.
Yes.
I was on my way there.
How could I forget?
For this important matter, I had a reason to live and exist.
It is something I must not forget.
"So, that's that, then."
The girl smiled happily.
I nodded, and expressed my thanks to her.
"Good bye."
The girl disappeared, leaving me by myself.
She had probably returned to her place.
And in the same way, I had to return to my place.
White things were falling from the sky.
Numerous, tiny, fluttering, aqueous crystals.
They fell to the earth and vanished.
It was one of the wonders that filled time and space.
In this world, such wonders were common.
I stood absolutely still.
The passing of time had lost its meaning.
Those wonders of bound cotton continued to fall, one after another.
This shall be my name.
And with that thought, I was a ghost no more.
Sem 2 2nd chpt - Art Friend
Thursday, October 30, 2008, 8:37 PM
Today!!!Gems!!!it was very interesting..!!e talkin cow~moooo..ok nvm..today it was sth abt compliance obediance n c-sth sth one..lol..overall its called mob mentality...imagine just staring up in e sky..den ppl will come n crowd around..den u sneak away n watch e ppl there still staring at e sky..WILL B COOL RITE~
den after lesson i met haikel den went to art friend to buy some drawing pens..i was like goin round n round n round e store tryin to find e stupid nib pen..den turn out it was at some ulu corner of e shelf n was pushed back..den ah..find some paintbrush w orange tip...1st i ask a guy there..e guy say don hav..ah..don hav..don hav..den we walk around n ask another person..she pointed us to e craft section..so we walk there..walk walk walk walk..STILL DON HAV..den we go back to arts section..den we ask another guy..FINALLY SOMEONE WHO NOES WAT IT IS..bought 3 of it..n its like just ard 13 cm long n 5mm wide..cost 11.50..scam money one..art friend..
my friends from karate asks y e aikido club is so bonded..haha..v honored to hear it..lol
-sp aikido!-
Sem 2 - Game Start
Tuesday, October 28, 2008, 8:41 PM
Today...i finally went back to sch!!!after 2 wks of extended break due to my chicken pox...start in e mornin e stupid studio door refuse to open until e lecturer came n tap in w his card..den learnt abt human computer interface..e lecture is boring but e tutorial is interesting..cuz we analyse games..mayb its because its a game which i knew v well n liked it a lot..haha..well..my group analyse The Sims 2..its more complicated den The Sims cuz it goes deep into the whole view of anything n everything..except e censored parts of course..when i read abt it on wiki..i realise tat..THERE IS SO MANY WAYS OF KILLING THE SIMS FROM THE SIMS 2 RATHER DEN THE SIMS..u can get struck by lightning(COOL)..scared to death by a ghost(AWESOME)..hit by hailstones(the characters must b really weak)..death by satellite(don really noe wat it means though)..eaten by a cowplant(TATS SCARY)..swarmed by flies(imagine that)..being crushed by a murphy bed(tats a horrible way to die)..in The Sims..theres is only by drowning..starving..electrocution n by fire..u can even hav gays n guys can even get pregnant..n there r super a lot of expansion packs for The Sims 2..n The Sims 3 is comin out like..nxt year..OHOHOHOHO..i noe wat i wan for my birthday nxt yr..HAHA..
Chicken pox chpt 4
Thursday, October 23, 2008, 12:02 PM
My cousin came over n started singing tis song:
i hate u, u hate me
let us go n shoot barney
with a gun bang bang n barney on e floor
no more purple dinosaur
den i was....stunned.
Chicken pox chpt 3
Sunday, October 19, 2008, 1:16 PM
I WANT SCHOOL...
I WANT AIKIDO..
I WANT KFC..
I WANT MAC..
I WANT SUSHI..
I WANT ICECREAM!!
ME WAN ICECREAM! ME WAN ICECREAM! ME WAN ICECREAM!
oh n i wonder if its my chicken pox or dono wat..my television has suddenly become very big in size..
n i cant believe tat i m watchin cardcaptor sakura again..i think i'm mad
Chicken pox chpt 2
Wednesday, October 15, 2008, 7:43 PM
Chicken pox really sucks..i only slept for 2hrs ysd cuz it was so itchy tat i couldnt get to sleep..
today e aiki peeps turn up at my house to deliver some manga n a bottle of stars...they say at 1st tat only haikel perry ruilin n liling will b comin at ard 1..den i received a msg early in e mornin sayin tat hafidz n shearn will b comin as well..den i was like..........just to send 21 copies of manga n some stars need 6 ppl..den i waited n waited..until i almost fell asleep for a few times..oh they came at ard 3+ w ea person holdin 3 manga n they queue up to giv it to me..
n they say my mother hav a killer stare as well..i inherited my killer stare from her..lol......
well i appreciate e trouble they took to come to my house to pass me e manga 3 by 3 but its really lame ya..
Chicken pox chpt 1
Tuesday, October 14, 2008, 7:25 PM
Its so itchy tat i cant even sleep..stupid chicken pox..
Sem 2 1st chpt - chicken pox
Monday, October 13, 2008, 10:55 PM
WTH. WTH. WTH. WTH. WTH. WTH. WTH. WTH.
I GOT CHICKEN POX.
GOT 10 DAYS MC
2 WKS W/O SCH..
SLEEP LATER..BUT MISS SCH N AIKIDO..
DARN.
-aftermath of holiday is always illness-
holiday final chpt - end of laughters
Sunday, October 12, 2008, 6:10 PM
Today early in e mornin..was woke up by my butterfly alarm tone..at 8 am..but den..i continue to sleep..den i was woken up again..by my loud auntie's voice..but i continue to sleep..den i was woke up by my poketone..e pokemon centre tat one..cuz i got a msg..TO WAKE ME UP!!!!sorry..tmr sch starting..gettin wierd behaviors..
So met w sebas yiliang ll jas n karen to go to haikel's house..n we played CONTRA!!(they keep sayin its sth dirty)..n foosball...n uno..n computer..n...n...i don rmb..we had tuna sandwich..beef sandwich n egg sandwich..its super nice tats all i say..n haikel has a water bed tat has a hole..its damn nice to sleep on....
but den i hav to go home at ard 2+..to tutor my cousin...SIGHS..he did an english assessment paper..1 of e qns was..
The farmers could not grow anything from the land as it was ________.
1. unproductive
2. sterile
3. fertile
4. barren
n his answer was 2.
-no comments.seriously.-
holiday chpt 22 - food
Saturday, October 11, 2008, 11:16 PM
Thursday - went out w 11 other aiki mates to ri ben chun to celebrate yiliang's extremely belated birthday (to me)..they ordered super lots of things to eat..n we finished up e blackcurrent juice in e restaurant..lol..pictures pls refer to liling's blog: farawayy.blogspot.com or jasmine's blog: freakingjasmine.blogspot.com cuz e pictures r abt e same..
Friday - went to sch to slack b4 goin for trainin w shearn perry ruilin n ll~wanted to play pool but some guest is comin to moberly so we played monopoly instead..i was sittin there observing them sabo each other...sighs..how nice their friendship is...1 whole row of houses sitting there..oh n they owe me a lot of money...muahahahahahahaha!!!den they went swimmin after tat...ll n perry oull ruilin from one end of e pool to e other end of e pool..n i think i injured my neck durin slammin ysd..my neck aches now..pasted e salonpas on my neck..
Saturday - well it is today..did nth except sleep eat play read n did flash for my sister..still waiting for her to giv details for e nxt one to do..how slow she is..*sighs*
-sch is starting..*sighs*-
holiday chpt 21 - today
Wednesday, October 8, 2008, 9:39 PM
nth to talk much today since i was home e whole day..
squash myself into my bed n started using my laptop when i woke up...
had diarrhoea..i'm already used to it..
gems..applied for investigating social thoughts, emotions and behaviors..hope tat it will b interesting enough to last me through e semester..n i discovered sth..e sch system sucks totally..
cousins who came to visit went home ysd..felt a bit empty n quiet..den again when they r here..they create chaos..
started reading fruits basket..a very nice manga..interesting..eh..nth else to describe..my library of vocabs is limited..
everytime i go to Yu Tian's blog e nightwish song always blast into my face n i'm starting to like tat song even though i cant really hear wat e singer is singing..
sch is starting in 5 days n i'm getting restless..
-still stoning-
holiday chpt 20 - camp part 2
Tuesday, October 7, 2008, 11:11 AM
yesterday was e last day of camp..a recap..hmm..
-first day-
reached there at ard 940 n wait n wait n wait for e rest to arrived..but only hav ard 6-7 ppl..excludin seniors..den we played e sausage game..apparently i discovered sth..e 07/08 commitee members couldn't take tis kind of games..kevin n glenda couldn't stop laughin at all..
den we played e "Brother, this is a solemn occasion" game..i broke down ok..cuz wee yew said.."Sister, this is a solomon occasion"..WHO WOULDNT LAUGH U TELL ME?!oh..n my reputation was ruined..cuz of tat pose.."tat" pose..u noe..n tat zijing keep on doin tat pose in front of me..argh...-.-..
den e food hunt started at ard 4..had to go to FC1 for e 1st clue..FROM E BUSINESS BLOCK..e seniors r out to torture us..den we had a qns like tis..wat is norman's name..WAT ON EARTH WAS TAT QNS!?my group had to sacrifice 2 tries to get a clue for it..NORMAN ANG YEW JUN..ah bish X 1k
den there was tis wierd sudoku challenge..i tried findin for at least a number but there wasnt even an opening for it..no choice..but good thing we had free clue for it..
at night was a treasure hunt..had to go through some uuluu places just to look for some clues..it's very scary can..den e seniors will chase u..me n chris keep meetin glenda asme wee yew n kevin for some reasons..but we did not even catch a glance of e trio..
after e treasure hunt ended..we went to bathe..den went 7-eleven to buy some food cuz we r hungry..den we came back n slept..zZzZ
-second day-
woke up early to prepare for e islandwide treasure hunt..i nearly died from overwalkin..had to walk from somerset to orchard..den walk from orchard back to somerset..den from city hall to e sg flyers n back to bugis..E SENIORS R REALLY OUT TO TORTURE US..n rain..but my grp had umbrellas!!MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA..sry tis is e aftermath of LTC camp..
den at night we had hellz kitchen..bidding..e food we cooked tastes nice..haha..
interview in e late of e night..i don rmb any details of it cuz i was..half asleep..
-third day-
slept for a few more hours den yesterday..but was still v tired..woke up..eh..wat did we do..oh ya..captainball..den after tat...eh...oh..trainin..i didnt go cuz my leg was aching..after trainin was...eh..oh..home..ahahahaha..enjoyed my comfy bed..but sleepin at camp was oso v comfy...ok..mayb its because i had sleepin bag..n i slept e most..lol..nxt yr..its our turn to torture e juniors..MUAHAHAHAHA..
n i hav e poketone which everyone started spammin when i bluetooth to them..ahaha..i found a way to record e tunes..will b havin even more tunes..stay tune for them..muahahahaha
-stone-ing-
holiday chpt 19 - camp
Friday, October 3, 2008, 9:38 PM
tmr is e ltc camp!!!!a bit excited yet a bit scared..-.-..n a bit sad..no idea..mood swings..
*sighs*
-wont b on till tuesday-
-if u see me on msn tats not me-
-tats my cousin-
-who is using my laptop to play games-
-one more thing-
-e new timetable is out-
-my monday lesson ends at 6-
-how do i go for trainin-
-darn-