Yuki
snow, soundless, at the window side
I am a ghost, said the girl when we met about xxxx before.
When I asked for her name, "I do not have a name." was her answer.
"Since I do not have a name, I am a ghost. You are probably the same." the girl continued.
That is correct.
I am also a ghost.
If a being is able to converse with ghosts, then that being must also be a ghost.
Like I am now.
"Well then, shall we go?"
She said, and I followed.
The girl's steps were so light, she looked completely alive.
"Where will you go?" the girl asked me, as she stopped moving her feet and turned around.
"You can go anywhere. Was there a place you wanted to go to?"
I was lost in thought for a moment.
Where have I gotten to?
What is this place?
Why am I here?
As I stood still, I couldn't help but gaze into the girl's dark eyes.
"Weren't you thinking of going to xxxx?"
The girl had discerned my answer.
When I heard those words, I finally understood what my own role was.
Yes.
I was on my way there.
How could I forget?
For this important matter, I had a reason to live and exist.
It is something I must not forget.
"So, that's that, then."
The girl smiled happily.
I nodded, and expressed my thanks to her.
"Good bye."
The girl disappeared, leaving me by myself.
She had probably returned to her place.
And in the same way, I had to return to my place.
White things were falling from the sky.
Numerous, tiny, fluttering, aqueous crystals.
They fell to the earth and vanished.
It was one of the wonders that filled time and space.
In this world, such wonders were common.
I stood absolutely still.
The passing of time had lost its meaning.
Those wonders of bound cotton continued to fall, one after another.
This shall be my name.
And with that thought, I was a ghost no more.
Science and the unexplainable.
Saturday, January 24, 2009, 3:19 PM
Yesterday's HTI(History and Theory of Ideas aka Philosophy) lecture was interesting. Here's a recap:
What is real?
Real brings fulfillment, it is the realm of working.
If something is a fact, it is real. Hence it is certain that it exists.
So real = fact = certain.
In the past, people have a certain way to explain things.
In the present, we explain things using science.
These two have different explanations to things.
So which is the real explanation?
In relation, what is truth?
You see..Science is the theory of real.
science can explain everything in the world except the unexplainable.
but can it explain itself?
if it cant explain itself, how does it account for the explanations which it makes?
how can science explain our daily lives?
YET we still believe in it.
k..so we leave aside our uncertainty of science first.
we go back to the topic on real.
How do we understand the world?
How do we take this world as a real?
We are basing our understanding of things within the limits of this world,
with our understanding of certain words to explain our understandings.
Ending this part of the topic, i shall continue to explain.
Max Planck says, "..that is real, which can be measured."
However, there are many things in the world which cannot be measured.
hence does it mean that these things do not exist?
To derive what is real, we use mathematics and science to do it.
Mathematics is a tool which was used to explain the world using measurements.
what we can calculate, what we can derive answers from.
Back to science.
why do we still believe in science even when it may fail us at times?
We need science to explain the world we live in in order to find an explanation to it.
because without it, we lose our sense of security in this world.
when we lose our sense of security in this world, we will face everyday in fear, unaware of what will happen next in the second, the next minute, the next hour.
With that, i shall end this post.
AIYAIYAIYAIYAI!
Thursday, January 22, 2009, 5:25 PM
zzz..just came back from printing my boardgame..$24.50..zz..e back n front was missing from each other by 2-3mm..zz..i tot it was quite ok..but den i cut it n i realise tat e diff is too big..bo bian..tmr must go print again..hais..tmr i'm goin to e shop tat has free printing..but the a3 paper cost $8 for double sided..i got 5 pieces of a3 paper..meaning $40..
hais..feel kind of..empty..
n i cant believe i'm watchin power rangers again..haha
Tired
Tuesday, January 20, 2009, 12:39 AM
i'm damn tired..doing assignments until 12 and waking up b4 8 for the past wk..i think i will at least 24 hours of sleep to replenish back my lack of sleep..
i..need to take a break...zzZZz
Bored.
Friday, January 16, 2009, 9:06 PM
I'm out of animes/manga to watch/read. even though i'm so busy rushing my assignments to meet e deadlines.
Hamsters.
Thursday, January 15, 2009, 9:26 PM
Saw from the Newpaper from my friend on wed that hamsters are getting more common as pets..i wan one too..cuz its less den 20 bucks for 1..even though e cage cost lesser den $100..
*sighs*
i realise that my posts are getting shorter n shorter..lol..
-12+5+2= 19 designs. 2 completed. 17 left.-
Format.
7:02 PM
Banzai!
my computer is finally free of virus cuz i formatted my d drive and my c drive!..i can finally do my work in peace without lagness!!
Banzai!!
Aye.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009, 10:08 PM
I hav officially not gone for aikido training for 2 WEEKS.my best record ever.i guess tat it will become 1 month..cuz....I HAV TO DRAW MY BOARD GAME N SCRIPT MY FLASH GAME!DAMN IT!
i'm multitasking as usual..watchin anime on the right..doin my hw on e left..AHAHAHAHA..haha..i'm now currently into Juuni Kokki a.k.a. Twelve Kingdoms...hmm..how shld i say it..the storyline is very interesting..even though its sth like history..but its not e history we learn..aha..tats wat its so interesting abt it..
and so...thou shall end here..n tmr..go to t1473 and...format my laptop again..*sniff sniff* *sobs*..
its getting lag for some reason..n cannot connect to the wireless connections tat can b found in sch..like spwireless..wireless@sg..n it hangs as and when it likes..
i finally completed my stupid haze flash infographic!!i spend..erm..hmm..1 week on it!!yay!!i can sleep early!!i dono how to upload swf files into blogger so i cant post it up here..aha..
I CAN FINALLY SLEEP!!EARLY!!OK NOT SO EARLY I GUESS!!
Saturday, January 10, 2009, 3:30 PM
Lesson of the day.
It is always best to backup your important files somewhere can it will not be affected by Windows Professional XP of the Acer laptop which one has bought from the sch.
Aye.back to homework.
AH!
Wednesday, January 7, 2009, 10:55 PM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
MY CONAN KEYCHAIN DISAPPEAR FROM MY BAG!!!
DEDUCTED TIME WHEN IT DISAPPEARS: 12.30 - 2..
DEDUCTED PLACE WHERE I LOST IT: STUDIO OF T3A31 LVL3 TO T5 MLT
IF ANYONE SEES IT! PLS RETURN BACK TO ME!THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
Aikido
Tuesday, January 6, 2009, 8:10 PM
*sighs*..
*sighs X 2*..
*sighs X 10*...
i hav to stop aikido prob until e next holiday cuz i need time for my hw all tat...
*still sighs*..
on a note:
forgive me, mosquitoes and and any other flying creatures..i no longer hav the tolerance n capacity to allow u to feed on my blood while i giv up my sleep n itch as a side effect..
hence the next time i see any of you around me, pardon me for using my hand to judge u..
...
Monday, January 5, 2009, 2:46 PM
i wish that i can smash my lecturer's laptop.
cuz he just keeps playing wierd music in the studio.
Horoscope. Yet again.
Friday, January 2, 2009, 11:46 PM
Aye.
i received another email on horoscope..
SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.
Aye.
Most is true i guess..except for e lovey lovey parts and the second last point..which is..erm...wierd point..
Every module has 1 hw n i realise tat i m behind the hw schedule..
-yare yare-
-i wan to time travel-
-i wan to change my past-
Happy New Year!
Thursday, January 1, 2009, 2:13 PM
Happy New Year!新年快乐!akemashite omedetou gozaimasu!
my new year resolutions!:
- finish all my hw b e deadlines..not e day just b4 e deadline..!
- get gpa 3.0 above for tis sem!
- go for more aikido trainings!
- play captainball w 4e1 again!
- hang out more w dgdd/01!
- enjoy more holidays!
my new year wishes/ hopes!:
- hope tat the 2nd season of suzumiya haruhi will come out soon!
- hope tat e 10th novel of suzumiya haruhi will be published soon oso!
- finish buying the celestial zone series 1, 2 n 3!
- finish collecting detective conan!even though i don wan it to end yet!
ahaha!happy new year to all again!
-yare yare
-i wan to time travel
-i wan to change my past