Yuki
snow, soundless, at the window side
I am a ghost, said the girl when we met about xxxx before.
When I asked for her name, "I do not have a name." was her answer.
"Since I do not have a name, I am a ghost. You are probably the same." the girl continued.
That is correct.
I am also a ghost.
If a being is able to converse with ghosts, then that being must also be a ghost.
Like I am now.
"Well then, shall we go?"
She said, and I followed.
The girl's steps were so light, she looked completely alive.
"Where will you go?" the girl asked me, as she stopped moving her feet and turned around.
"You can go anywhere. Was there a place you wanted to go to?"
I was lost in thought for a moment.
Where have I gotten to?
What is this place?
Why am I here?
As I stood still, I couldn't help but gaze into the girl's dark eyes.
"Weren't you thinking of going to xxxx?"
The girl had discerned my answer.
When I heard those words, I finally understood what my own role was.
Yes.
I was on my way there.
How could I forget?
For this important matter, I had a reason to live and exist.
It is something I must not forget.
"So, that's that, then."
The girl smiled happily.
I nodded, and expressed my thanks to her.
"Good bye."
The girl disappeared, leaving me by myself.
She had probably returned to her place.
And in the same way, I had to return to my place.
White things were falling from the sky.
Numerous, tiny, fluttering, aqueous crystals.
They fell to the earth and vanished.
It was one of the wonders that filled time and space.
In this world, such wonders were common.
I stood absolutely still.
The passing of time had lost its meaning.
Those wonders of bound cotton continued to fall, one after another.
This shall be my name.
And with that thought, I was a ghost no more.
Experience.
Saturday, March 28, 2009, 9:54 PM
Let me tell u abt e worse experience i hav today when i'm playin a game..Fantasia Sango 3..
u see..i'm only at e start of e game..so there's tis battle which my character must fight w 3 of e npc..n so u see..there's tis hidden round in e a battle which i wan my character to complete cuz i get to get a rare item..let me go in depth into tis battle..
in tis battle: it's 1 VS 3. apparently..the 3 npcs r brothers..so e position which they stand is BRO3:BRO1:BRO2..e way to complete e hidden round is to defeat e the brothers from the biggest to the smallest..i had to go through these battles 4 times..YES.4 TIMES.
FIRST
i played Fantasia Sango 3 before..so i knew tat there was tis hidden round..but i don rmb which brother is which..BUT I FORGOT E DETAILS OF E ROUND..but i rmbed its sth abt e position of e brothers..yea..n i presses e buttons too quickly n accidentally skipped e details of e hidden round..yea..so i killed e brothers from the smallest to e biggest..
SECOND
ok..so i did not get to complete e hidden round..so i went back to my save records n get back to before i get to e hidden round..it was..V V V FAR AWAY..zzz..so i went back..dadidadida..n got to e battle again..ok so now i rmb tat its biggest to smallest...ok i went through e details CAREFULLY..den at e end of it..theres tis option if i wan to do e hidden round...i went to press yes..but theres tis mosquito tat flew near my hand..den my hand jerked..N IT SCROLLED TO NO.
THIRD
ok..so i prepared my handy baygon by my side now..n went to retrieve e save records again..i forgot to save..even though theres tis autosave function..but it only save after e battle..yea..so i rmbed to save tis time round..i got to e hidden round..yes i make sure everything was fine..n when i finally killed to e last brother..my mother comes into my room n ask me to call my sister using my phone to buy mac back..yes..n my character's health is running low..so i wan to press e holy cheat button: Y..to get full health n mana back..yea so when i was callin my sister n wanting to press Y..i went to press V..the holy V tat stands for Victory..n yea..i won e battle n not completing e hidden round..
FOURTH
i made sure TAT NTH IS STANDING IN MY WAY..n yea..i finally complete e battle of hidden rounds..n so e name was given by me to tat particular round..
n i'm still waiting for my mac to be bought back from my sister..
Results.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009, 7:18 PM
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!Y DID I GET A C FOR TAT DAMN MODULE?!?!?!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!Y DID I GET A B FOR TAT DAMN MODULE!!!!!!!
Sorry abt tat. i'm currently in a state which i do not understand why i get this kind of grades. let me report my grades 1st.
Name: Wong Yu Ping
Admin Number: P0837042
Course: Games Design and Development
Stage: 1B
Module : Credit Unit : Grade
MS506A (Gems - Investigating Social Thoughts, Emotions and Behaviors) : 2 : B
SP1001 (CD - Character Development) : 2 : A
SD3101 (HCI - Human Computer Interface) : 3 : Distinction
ST912Z (CS2 - 2D Graphics Tools) : 4 : Distinction
ST911Z (Flash & Dreamweaver - 2D Games Development) : 6 : B
SD301Z (Drawings - Games Design and Development Studio 1) : 16 : B
SD302Z (GDP - Games Design Principle) : 4 : B
SD303Z (Journals - History and Theory of Ideas) : 4 : C
Semester GPA: 3.128
Cumulative GPA: 3.053
Let me explain my grades one by one..
1st: Gems. i totally ignored the last assignments the lecturer posted on BB n i was amazed that i got a B.
2nd: CD. i guess that the lecturer will giv u an A when u do all the work.
3rd: HCI. Distinction yea~~at least i nv sacrifice my sleeping time to do his work for nth.
4th: CS2. Distinction too. i love photoshop n illustrator classes. i still rmbed the 1st qns on e multiple choice qns for the quiz,"which is the option to click in order to rename the current opened file? Answer: Save As.."
5th: Flash & Dreamweaver. i got 4.5/5 over my first quiz, failed my 2nd quiz, just passed my last quiz. my teacher says my flash game is fun. i think my website helped covered over my failed quiz and pulled my grades up.
6th: Drawings. Well, i think my board game & presentation pulled my grades up, cuz my drawing isnt v good.
7th: GDP. Y ON EARTH DIDNT I GET A?!?MY GRP'S STORY WAS SO GOOD N INTERESTING N TOUCHING.AT LEAST GIV ME A B+ DAMN IT.
8th: HTI. e module i hate most. waste of money, time, my brain cells and paper. essays n mini-thesis n journals add tgt a least 10k over words n u giv me a C. nice paper n printings n u giv me a C. a completely unrelated module on philosophy n u giv me a C. just get out of my life after yr 2.
do bother trying to understand the minds of games design students if ur from other courses. u can nv understand us. cuz our blocks is too far away.
n so it is.
Screaming.
Saturday, March 14, 2009, 2:01 PM
i had a fun experience ysd after training..not with the aikido peeps..but with my sister..haha..
after separating with jingyi n liling at the mrt station..i went to look for my sister at her part time job at the 2hrs clementi clinic..the 1st thing she said was..'WONGSTER!why you so early today!!'..oh yea..a note: last wk when i went to meet her she oso shouted:'WONGSTER'..den the other clinic assistant said,'hah?monster?where where?'..oh yea..tats how the story ends.............no sorry i miss out the fun part..ok..so my sister n the other clinic assistant was like engrossed in the game which the clinic assistant brought to the clinic n install there..ok so after her work ends...we walk all e way to the bus stop in front of the clementi swimming pool..den cuz we missed the 282 bus so i was pissed..den i sit at the seat at the bus stop..den i told my sister abt the subway job tat i sent my resume to..den i was v angry tat it did not called yet..just den there was this 285 bus tat came driving by..den i was like.."why hasnt subway call...why hasnt subway call..WHY HASNT SUBWAY CALLED??"tis last part i shouted at the 285 bus tat went driving away n cuz it was making a v loud noise so it was like -vrO-WHY-OO-HASNT SUB-OO-WAY CALLED-OOOMMMMM-den my sister stared at me..HAHA..it was damn random tats one think i can say..but it was super fun la..haha..for tat moment i felt tat my worries all flew were drived away by the 285 bus..haha..
den i tried doin it again when ANOTHER 285(for some reason 285 comes a lot)..came..haha..it was super fun for one thing..lol..you ppl shld try it nxt time..haha
Sentosa.
Sunday, March 8, 2009, 11:00 PM
this is the first time in my life tat i'm sunburned so badly.lol.at least i grown darker.now my mother cant say tat my face is so pale anymore.aha.
we played sand..bball..cball..vball..no one brought frisbee..-.-..haha
i played patapon as well..lol..lazy to blog anymore abt it..
visit jasmine or ll's blog for the details i guess.
Sleep.
Friday, March 6, 2009, 12:57 PM
Wat is the best sleeping condition that one can hav when one sleeps?
i can tell u clearly that it is when the surrounding is peaceful..windy..not tat windy i guess..with a warm blanket..n a soft comfy cushion aka bed and no sound..not even a single sound..
this morning..that is..a few hours ago..at 7am++..my 2nd aunt came to my house and talk..no..i think is scream..with my ah ma aka my grandma..i hav no idea y she came so early in the morning..but i was awake by them.."talking"..i think my 2nd aunt left ard half an hour later..cuz i fell asleep again..
ard 9am++..i was woken up again..by the talking aka screaming of my 1st aunt..n++my grandma was talking aka screaming back at her..n++ there was the nearby renovation of the lifts..i was like...wtf..i wan to sleep..so i went to shut the door shut the windows..den i went back to bed..who noes that the renovation noise grew louder for some reason..den i use my pillows..n bolster..is it spelled like tat..??n press them against my ears..FOR SOME REASON..my mother keeps opening the door..den i close again..den i open again..den my 1st aunt left..N MY 4TH AUNT CAME..WTH IS WRONG WITH THEM..!??
den they started screaming again...den i wake up n went to wash up..den the renovation stop..den i was like..OMGROFLWTHWTF..all the bad words are prepared to be sweared out..-.-..
i totally so hate noise..y must people talk like they r screaming all the time..-.-
My Date With A Vampire lll
Sunday, March 1, 2009, 2:38 PM
*sniff sniff*sob sob*
wahhhhhhhhh...been crying since ep 30 until currently ep 35..cuz its so sad..sniff..it just has a so touching storyline...even though that in the end the daughter will disappear n everyone else dies..i still cant help but cry..simply cuz its just so extremely sad..theres only 3 eps left..i think i will cry my way through..i already finished one box of tissue from ep 30 to 33..cuz its simply so sad..
i didnt really cry tat much during the first series cuz it has a...stupid ending..den in the second season i cried only at the last arc of the series..den in this third series..i think that the scriptwriter didnt think too much abt it n just wants to end the series n just let everyone else except the leads die..
so tmr if u ppl see that i hav red puffy eyes..don ask y..cuz i may start crying again..cuz its JUST SO SAD..