Yuki
snow, soundless, at the window side
I am a ghost, said the girl when we met about ｘｘｘｘ before.
When I asked for her name, "I do not have a name." was her answer.
"Since I do not have a name, I am a ghost. You are probably the same." the girl continued.
That is correct.
I am also a ghost.
If a being is able to converse with ghosts, then that being must also be a ghost.
Like I am now.
"Well then, shall we go?"
She said, and I followed.
The girl's steps were so light, she looked completely alive.
"Where will you go?" the girl asked me, as she stopped moving her feet and turned around.
"You can go anywhere. Was there a place you wanted to go to?"
I was lost in thought for a moment.
Where have I gotten to?
What is this place?
Why am I here?
As I stood still, I couldn't help but gaze into the girl's dark eyes.
"Weren't you thinking of going to ｘｘｘｘ?"
The girl had discerned my answer.
When I heard those words, I finally understood what my own role was.
Yes.
I was on my way there.
How could I forget?
For this important matter, I had a reason to live and exist.
It is something I must not forget.
"So, that's that, then."
The girl smiled happily.
I nodded, and expressed my thanks to her.
"Good bye."
The girl disappeared, leaving me by myself.
She had probably returned to her place.
And in the same way, I had to return to my place.
White things were falling from the sky.
Numerous, tiny, fluttering, aqueous crystals.
They fell to the earth and vanished.
It was one of the wonders that filled time and space.
In this world, such wonders were common.
I stood absolutely still.
The passing of time had lost its meaning.
Those wonders of bound cotton continued to fall, one after another.
This shall be my name.
And with that thought, I was a ghost no more.
Let's talk abt yesterday,
Thursday, April 9, 2009, 12:27 AM
well..yesterday(since its already 12+) was gems registration day..so i set my alarm to wake me up at 9am on wed..yea..i woke up at 9..but i slept all e way to 9.23..den dadidadida..went to sch to use e internet to apply for my gems at 12..cuz my house internet is sucky..
so i reached sch..n its so damn hot..e weather tis days is HOT.HOT n more HOT..sorry..anyway..liling n ruilin came in like...1 mins 45 second after n i reached e clubhouse..she was helpin jas n karen to apply for their gems too..e rest is not very important but i had a deja vu..lol..
the deja vu..i somewhat dreamt of:
i was reading shaman king on e left side of my laptop screen n watching a chinese show on e right side.haikel was sitting on my left but theres not much impression of him in my dream..den liling was sitting opposite dono wat i forgot..e point is ruilin..sitting on liling's right..den he said sth like......i forgot wat he say..anyway..i replied him as i dreamt of..haha..
ok so gems..i got into Appreciating Cross Cultural Differences from e business sector w liling and thomas..i registered in the module in 1 min time..haha..so after tat i just drew..n read manga..n watch shows..den went for training..den went got drinks aka tea w sensei..found out quite a few nos of secrets..huhuhu..
e main point isnt all tat..but after i was abt to reach home..to all ppl who read my blog..pls be patient while i explain my house block's lift locations..there is A B n C in the past..C is the one tat is directly near my apartment..but is is renovating at tis time..n A n B is e furthest from my apartment n i hav to walk a v uuluu path to reach the staircase tat leads to my apartment so i don like takin those lifts..n recently a D is added so i take lift D tis days..
so i was waiting for lift D n it keeps getting stuck at e 6th floor..so i got pissed n walk up e staircase to e 6th floor..guess wat i saw..i saw..a woman pressing e lift refusing to let e lift go other floors..i felt like swearing at tat woman but i just walked to my apartment..n went home..
tat woman is so damn...#%&$@@!~~$!!!!^%#^ #$^%$@#$%!!&%!!!!!!!
e end.
