Yuki
snow, soundless, at the window side
I am a ghost, said the girl when we met about ｘｘｘｘ before.
When I asked for her name, "I do not have a name." was her answer.
"Since I do not have a name, I am a ghost. You are probably the same." the girl continued.
That is correct.
I am also a ghost.
If a being is able to converse with ghosts, then that being must also be a ghost.
Like I am now.
"Well then, shall we go?"
She said, and I followed.
The girl's steps were so light, she looked completely alive.
"Where will you go?" the girl asked me, as she stopped moving her feet and turned around.
"You can go anywhere. Was there a place you wanted to go to?"
I was lost in thought for a moment.
Where have I gotten to?
What is this place?
Why am I here?
As I stood still, I couldn't help but gaze into the girl's dark eyes.
"Weren't you thinking of going to ｘｘｘｘ?"
The girl had discerned my answer.
When I heard those words, I finally understood what my own role was.
Yes.
I was on my way there.
How could I forget?
For this important matter, I had a reason to live and exist.
It is something I must not forget.
"So, that's that, then."
The girl smiled happily.
I nodded, and expressed my thanks to her.
"Good bye."
The girl disappeared, leaving me by myself.
She had probably returned to her place.
And in the same way, I had to return to my place.
White things were falling from the sky.
Numerous, tiny, fluttering, aqueous crystals.
They fell to the earth and vanished.
It was one of the wonders that filled time and space.
In this world, such wonders were common.
I stood absolutely still.
The passing of time had lost its meaning.
Those wonders of bound cotton continued to fall, one after another.
This shall be my name.
And with that thought, I was a ghost no more.
dreams.aka nightmares.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009, 8:48 PM
wats wrong w me these days.
dreams abt maya almost everyday n waking up in e middle of e night. not tat i'm concerned abt these wierd dreams but i'm its almost like i'm havin nightmares every night.
n i keep getting a lot of deja vus lately.wierd.its like i'm dreaming of them but i do not rmb abt them n yet when the deja vus occurs.i get flashes n stirs of it a few seconds b4.sometimes i get stubborn n do not follow my deja vus but others i just follow them through n i ponder upon them for a while.
yea.n modellings r going to b rushin.i need make a good enough detailed model for my 3DMA model.i'm planning to make the shinkenger's shinken-oh but i do not hav a side view nor the figure itself. if i still cant find the shinken-oh's more detailed pictures or the front side back views..i will make e origamis itself.since i found e pictures for them already.if i make e shinken-oh, it will be take lesser time but harder since e details hav to b precise.if i make e origamis. it will b easier but takes longer time since there r 5 of them.haha.
oh well.i must find e pictures as soon as possible i guess.
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Sunday, July 12, 2009, 11:32 AM
i had a dream abt maya last night.wat a nightmare.
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Thursday, July 9, 2009, 3:32 PM
i could soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo dig a hole n live in it for e rest of my life.
i was suppose to be at home now but because of a project..i stayed in sch..and i forgot to tell my mother abt it so u noe..she always call me when i'm not home.-.-
and so i was like blasting my music of my laptop and hav my ear stucked in my earphones. but i forgot to turn my phone to vibrate mode.so yea.n my ringtone was the samurai sentai shinkenger opening song.e one tat is playin now.u can guess wat it was like.i don think i need to explain anymore.lol
Tired.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009, 1:09 AM
so long since i updated.but i'm lazy to update abt e fo camp, my trip to indo n my holidays so i'll skip on it.
I'm so tired of the nonsense tat people causes everyday.
Jap class is so difficult to follow up.
My project group always hav so much conflicts. the same old ppl keeps on quarreling around.
Aikido Club has its own problems as well.
And there r ppl who r just so moronic in understanding other ppl and just causes trouble for others. behave without thinking. they say tat einstein uses only 3% of his brain. mayb these ppl didnt even use a 0.000000001% of it.
sometimes i wish tat these ppl didnt exist at all.
i wish tat i hav this power to like..bring them to some unknown dimension there n leave them there so tat they will not be discovered.
